My Recent Crisis

I am human. Audrey is human. We are subject to all the human frailties, including self-pity and selfishness, and sometimes we think too much. We are also guilty of not fully placing our lives in God’s hands. Being a Christian is not a cure for being human. We face the prospect of another surgery and a new paralysis (basically, the prospect of starting over). With this, and other day-to-day normal pressures of life, Audrey becomes a bit weary of the game. She asks a very good question,” What about me?” My first response is there will be no surgery even if surgery is the best option. My reasoning, I want to protect Audrey. Even at my own expense. A noble position, yet at the same time a selfish position that’s based in self-pity. I become slightly depressed. I do what is now instinctive, I ask for help. I ask my great friend Bill Weber for help. I ask my new brother Lewie for help. I ask my sister for help. Each one responds with great advice. I feel better instantly. Lewie bellys up to the bar, assumes responsibility and reassures me, he and Jan will help Audrey. Problem solved. I am ready to get well again. Remember if you have a crisis, you have to ask for help. Many times God’s grace is delivered via the actions of others.