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333 - part two - What 333 Means to Me I now understand what 333 means for me. I think it can mean different things to different people. To understand the context of this lesson, you should first read the lesson "Lesson 333" as well as the lesson "An Email I Just Received." . I woke up last night, and again I began to ask Jesus for a good MRI. Suddenly, my logical mind took over, or something took over, and I began to wonder if I was being foolish. Perhaps everything I had written and thought I had experienced were simply the ramblings of a distressed man with a brain tumor. I felt uncomfortable and scared. I began to reason my way back out of the hole I had seemingly fell in. I reassured myself that Jesus does indeed love me. I looked at the clock, it was 3:33AM. I went back to sleep. I woke again, it was 4:33AM. I was comforted seeing the 33. I went back to sleep. I woke again, it was 5:33AM. I was comforted seeing the 33. I woke up at 6:00 and asked in my head what do all the three's mean. In a bit, it occurred to me. There are three things the threes mean to me:
If the list above is what I know to be true from my personal experience, does it truly really matter what my MRI on Monday 03/03/03 at 3:00 PM indicates? I went back to sleep. I woke again, it was 7:33AM. It was as if an angel came into my room and took my spiritual vital signs every hour; 4:33AM, 5:33AM and 7:33AM. 6:00AM is my regular scheduled time to wake up, to ponder and prepare for the upcoming day, and to reflect on any dreams I may have had. I reasoned 6:33AM was skipped so I would have ample time to find my personal meaning of 333. This cancer will not kill me because it is having too much fun hanging around on this brain of mine. |